Wow this week has been the hardest yet. I can't focus on anything and I am slowly losing the battle to keep it together and be happy for all the families that have already gotten thier court dates. I mean how do I keep myself from being so jealous that here I am waiting since May( almost 5 months) for a stupid court date and someone in our group gets one that has only been waiting for a MONTH!!!! I really am happy for them, it's just so hard to be upbeat right now. Thier children deserve to be home as much as ours,but it just doesn't seem fair. I just want to scream I tell you. I am glad in a way that my husband isn't here to see me like this, although I know he feels so bad that he can't be here for me for the next year and I miss him so much. I don't feel any better but I am done for now.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
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I'm so sorry, Sandi.
Did you get my email?
I hope you are pounding down the door to your agency asking what is going on. Seems a little ridiculous. Praying harder here for you...hang in there....
I have e-mailed until I am blue in the face, and they keep giving me the same old answer. "When we find out, we will let you know" BLAH BLAH BLAH
Oh Sandi... I feel the same way. I pray we receive some good news soon. Our little girls must be home by Christmas, Right?
Hugs.
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