Week 2

This is week 2 into the wait for our girls. Some of the posts on the Ethiopia boards that I have been reading have been very disturbing to me lately. I tend to take things to heart and they bother me way more than they should. Makes me wonder sometimes if this is really going to happen or not. Jerry says not to panic it will happen when the time is right. I thought this time around that it wouldn't be so crazy and I wouldn't worry so much, but that isn't the case. I don't obsess about it to the extent that I did before, but it is always still there in the back of my mind. I want so much to be mom to these babies. But it has only been 2 weeks so I will calm down and wait my turn for now.