One month down

The 20th is our one month mark of waiting for the girls. It has went by fast, so lets hope the next months until we receive our referral goes just as fast. I think caring for Levi has helped tremendously as he keeps me busy and my m ind off the girls. I can't wait to have them home with us. My only regret is that Jerry possibly will not get the experience of seeing their birth country if he cannot get leave when we are allowed to travel to bring them home. But we will make up for it when he comes home. I will try to keep up the blog, but since there is not much happening until referral it might be a little hard. I guess I could post all the cute things that we have found and people give us for the girls. We will probably need to buy clothes when we find out how old they are and what size, if we don't have the right sizes already. We could possible get twins too so then we will definitely need more because I always wanted to have twins to dress them alike.

Week 2

This is week 2 into the wait for our girls. Some of the posts on the Ethiopia boards that I have been reading have been very disturbing to me lately. I tend to take things to heart and they bother me way more than they should. Makes me wonder sometimes if this is really going to happen or not. Jerry says not to panic it will happen when the time is right. I thought this time around that it wouldn't be so crazy and I wouldn't worry so much, but that isn't the case. I don't obsess about it to the extent that I did before, but it is always still there in the back of my mind. I want so much to be mom to these babies. But it has only been 2 weeks so I will calm down and wait my turn for now.